I don’t understand why I feel like I’m on the verge of dying everyday.. Christian music used to not have an emotional effect on me, now nearly 10 years later, here I am crying so much and smiling? What is this? Of all the times I’ve said I wanted to die and kept giving others hope but myself breaks me down into a million pieces. I honestly feel like my time is coming, but everyone else is saying that’s not the case... I’m so lost right now
