rafi liya
I’ve been the one lied to, and I’ve been the one lying. The knowledge that she’s distancing herself more and more, acting less and less as the person you thought you knew. Seeing how much it breaks her too, because she’s good, and doesn’t want to hurt you. But God knows, unless she says it soon she’ll be taking you both down. Being so desperately in love with her, but knowing she doesn’t feel that way anymore. Both so chipped, broken, but scared to say the words. Terrified to admit your love isn’t sweet, or healthy, any longer. You love her so hard but you know she can’t make herself feel the same way anymore. What’s worse than breaking up, is the knowing you’ve already been broken up for weeks before either of you said the words.