I was seeing someone for a few weeks, I introduced her to this album and she loved it. She took a 2 hour bus ride to stay at my dorm for the weekend. We walked around my campus and held hands and stuff and whatever. We went back to my dorm and had sex twice, and then she left. She told me that she had to go to the bathroom and left, and blocked me everywhere and then texted me that she just wasn’t feeling it and that I wasn’t what she expected.
I went through the entire comment section while listening to the album. It’s interesting how so many people have the shared feeling of insignificance when listening to this album. There’s just this one emotion I feel whenever I enter this album. It is hard for me not to focus on it. It makes me feel so vulnerable. It’s so understanding and it’s such a unique album. You would think that an album with such a similar impact to so many people it would be accessible and easy to get into but it truly rips your heart out and stabs it over and over again. It’s abrasiveness doesn’t even affect me, I love how safe I feel when I’m listening to this album but it’s so painful to my emotions as well
I’m a trans female. I can’t come out to my Christian conservative parents because if I do they may pull me out of college and force me to come home and then I’d have to run away and it’s a lot of just what if’s. I feel trapped a lot, this album helps me deal with those feelings. Thank you Phil
To whomever is listening to this album let it be your last beacuase ik your not in the right state of mind. This is gonna be the last time I listen to this album and let it go.