I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY SON. IM STILL HERE FOR NOW AND IM NOT SURE HOW? WHERE I GET THE STRENGTH I CANT SAY. I FEEL WEAKER EVERY SINGLE DAY.THERE IS A HOLE THAT JUST WONT HEAL.HOW CAN THIS BE REAL?I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN I PROMISE.PLEASE WAIT FOR ME IF YOU CAN.FORGIVE MY MY SON IM JUST A MAN.
I feel like this song in a different way towards being of service to human kind. There are positions in my fellowship and with years in it I think I should be higher than I am. I look at the sky asking myself why and know it maybe time to move on from my fellowship. In the end we all turn to dust.