I stopped… I just want some peace, it’s really a living hell for me right now, I can’t offer fun or entertainment because I am really going through a lot. I am sorry that I am not good enough for u but please let’s stop this torture and u are so right to find someone else… good enough and who won’t make me feel ashamed. I am not that person for u and u don’t want me to be that person for u as long as I am stuck in this environment and in this condition. I am trying as hard as I possibly can and even more than I can… I don’t know how long would it take if the doors will eventually open! I don’t know but I am seriously being so low now, and I just need some kind of rest from mental torture. No need to push me as I am doing my best I just can’t open any door yet, maybe later it will. So, yes stop u have the right to find someone else.
imaging being in November in UK , the sky is grey ..and you see a colourful exotic girl like Mel B dressed like that..... and its immediataley Summer :D ...